I don't know what I'm feeling now. I feel like a dumb yesterday when I couldn't do the questions when I alredy cover all the lectures till yesterday. The paper was tough for me, perhaps because I didn't understand what I was studying. This block is nothing about memorising, but understanding! ahhhh..........that's the problem now. Too much to study and very little time to understand... It was like this all this while, but don't know why I'm feeling it only now. God help me!!
I don't know why but I'm not happy here. Why why why??? I'm trying to be happy, but I just couldn't. I know I'll get angry fast. I'm not a kind of person who sarcasticly will reply if someone's teasing me. I don't want anyone to get hurt, either by my words or by my actions. Is this y i'm not be bothered? Is this my fault to think like this? I just don't get it. But whatever it is, I'm thank god for what I'm having now, for what I am now and for what I'm experiencing each now and then. And I'm just waiting for the exam to over and go back home. HOME SWEET HOME!!! =)
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