empty...

I don't know what I'm feeling now. I feel like a dumb yesterday when I couldn't do the questions when I alredy cover all the lectures till yesterday. The paper was tough for me, perhaps because I didn't understand what I was studying. This block is nothing about memorising, but understanding! ahhhh..........that's the problem now. Too much to study and very little time to understand... It was like this all this while, but don't know why I'm feeling it only now. God help me!!

I don't know why but I'm not happy here. Why why why??? I'm trying to be happy, but I just couldn't. I know I'll get angry fast. I'm not a kind of person who sarcasticly will reply if someone's teasing me. I don't want anyone to get hurt, either by my words or by my actions. Is this y i'm not be bothered? Is this my fault to think like this? I just don't get it. But whatever it is, I'm thank god for what I'm having now, for what I am now and for what I'm experiencing each now and then. And I'm just waiting for the exam to over and go back home. HOME SWEET HOME!!! =)

Uyirum neeye lyrics...

Uyirum neeyae udalum neeyae unarvum neeyae thaayae - than
udalil sumandhu uyiril kalandhu uruvam tharuvaay neeyae
un kannil vazhiyum oru thuli poadhum kadalum urugum thaayae
un kaaladi mattum tharuvaay thaayae sorggam endbadhu poyyae

(uyirum)

vinnaip padaiththaan mannaip padaiththaan
kaatrum mazhaiyum oliyum padaiththaan
boomikku adhanaal nimmadhi illai
saami thaviththaan thaayaip padaiththaan


I miss my mom at this very moment. Miss u lots ,ma!! Meaningful lines...

AWESOME lyrics, hats off to Vairamuthu. I love this song - music by my favourite music director, AR Rahman and sang by my favourite singer, Unnikrishnan. Superb combo...

frustration....

How long this situation is gona prolong?? When I first came to bali, I din tot that m gona be placed in such a wonderful hostel... Seriously, the hostel I'm staying now is way better than what I expected it to be. A room for myself with no worries abt water and electric usage. But now, m facing water problem especially when I need water the most. There's no water in hostel yesterday the whole day and today till 2 hrs ago. I've to go for an exam on monday, and m praying hard this doesnt happen on that day. Not only water, the electricity also keep on tripping and wen it trips at nite, there goes our studies, sleep, everything... Over usage causes this, i noe...but v are in a situation cannot tell out the people who are overusing it. They must noe it as they also effected by this incidents. haiz... thank god, now I've both water n electricity...may this remain till my exam over.

I so wanted to go for bhajan since last week and I'm not getting a chance. Oh god, why? Please... U noe what's happening lately... I hope, i'll go for one as soon as possible... ;)